hi. u do have an answer. he was drug addict and now hes fine. this is the real him. he said was a mistake. is not the answer u wanted but i believe he wont give u another one. as tippin said u need to accept it and move on. and to keep contacting him is just humiliate urself and he will lose more respect for u and ignore u even more. thats not love thats obsession about an idea u had of him caz in fact u never really knew him in my opinion. delete all contacts and move on. tc