I don't know why it's coming up, either, Hon. It could be a delayed reaction to stress, or it could be a few catalists that have come my way. But as for the last layer of onion, I only wish! I think I'm only on the second layer. Now, it's not "okay" anymore. Now I know where my issues with abandonment come from! I could never figure it out before; not to my satisfaction. Now I know... and it makes me really angry!!! And to think there are seven males in the family named after him, including my oldest son. God help me!!