It's not easy, but it can be done. It took me a long time to find someone who could put up with my bipolar/depression long enough for me to TRY to learn to trust again after my two abusive marriages. I didn't want to be alone either, didn't trust Anyone, but I knew if I didn't keep trying I would stay alone & the depression would only get worse because I felt so alone. Don't give up hope. We're here for you!