I am very dependent on Medicare and Medicaid for my illness of schizoaffective bipolar type. I am disabled and on SSDI, and I take 11 different medicines and the hottest insulin you can buy. Plus I see 2 or more doctors a month.

I'd like to get married to a girl who makes a low income, but Medicaid won't tell us whether I will get keep my Medicaid if we get married. They want us to get married first and then find out. We can't take that chance. We need to know! Yes, we love each other, and we'll have a relationship no matter what, but we want to be married.

Getting supplemental Medicare insurance ends up being too expensive for us together. There's really nothing we can figure out, unless our prayers are answered and something we haven't thought about happens for us.