Big hugs!!!

I've been in a similar situation and I know it's rough. My close circle of a few friends were my support system and my parents (my mother especially, who I even worked with at the time) only found out how bad things were when I needed her help with some insurance stuff in order to get the Rx's the doctor prescribed me.

My mother still doesn't know how bad things can get for me. I find it easier to keep my family at arms length where my mental health is concerned. Just this past week, when my doctor changed my meds because they weren't working for me, my mom yelled at me and chastised me and told me that I had been getting better so I shouldn't have let the doctor change my meds. Parents don't always tell you want you want to hear, or what you need to hear. But remember...They're people too. She could be speaking out of fear that her child is going through something scary, or frustration that she hasn't been able to help or hadn't been someone you confided in before for help.

Regardless of the reason, and regardless of how your relationship with her unfolds as you continue to seek help for yourself, just know that no single person's opinion matters. You can find support in other places when you need it. Other family members, friends, or even an online community like this.

Lots of hugs!!!