So I was harassed by the demons again last night. Touching, biting, breathing, moving around my room, etc. It's really stressful. I just feel so helpless when they come because there's nothing I can do to make them go away... at least nothing that wouldn't wake up my mom. I'm afraid to go to bed. I know this is not a dream or a panic attack. I am wide awake when it happens. They just wait until I'm vulnerable (lights off, glasses off) to strike. I ended up sleeping with the light on both nights and it still didn't help much.
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