Hey there, listen. Deep breaths. 6 months is a long time. You don't want to go back down the road you're running from. Remember why you haven't for so long and hold onto that.
Get a notepad. Write down the cost-benefit analysis of cutting. Is it worth it? Will your impulses matter to you in 5 minutes? 5 hours? 5 years?
Get your hands busy. Recognize WHY you want to cut and why you like it. Do something you're passionate about, distract yourself with funny stuff online and by all means, avoid the negativity you might be faced with.
You've come so far, don't give it up now! Get someone to throw the razors away for you. Go be with someone to keep you safe. Good luck.
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