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Originally Posted by changethecycle
Thank you, I guess I remain hopeful, but more and more I wonder if I should even be dating..when it goes bad I get into a funk that takes all of my energy and resources to climb out of....its so draining and re inforces one of my negative core beliefs which is, maybe I'm really not lovable after all...if I feel this bad during dating how am I even going to handle a relationship.....thank you again for your comment...it means a lot to know that someone is there
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You're so welcome! I feel "unloveable" too which makes it hard for me to believe my bf can or does. It's hard on him I know, but for "some reason" he's hung in there for 6 years now despite my manic episodes where I've tried to run him off, only to stabilize & want him back. I guess what I'm saying is, there Are SPECIAL people out there who can love us through our pain & in spite of how we see ourselves. We just have to keep our eyes, hearts, & minds open to find them. I'm here anytime you need to talk ! Feel better!