Hi 'open eyes' all i have to say is lol- let's hope so

As for the questions Douglass, Firstly, appreciate the info.

It was bitter, it was excrutiating. I have had time to think and accepted the way things are now. I had repressed, a lot of sexual desires for them. I do however, finally feel i have made peace with- so to be honest, i think your right on the money!

I do however, deep down still believe we are meant to be, but, perhaps that is just wishful thinking at this point