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Originally Posted by Alone & confused
You're so welcome! I feel "unloveable" too which makes it hard for me to believe my bf can or does. It's hard on him I know, but for "some reason" he's hung in there for 6 years now despite my manic episodes where I've tried to run him off, only to stabilize & want him back. I guess what I'm saying is, there Are SPECIAL people out there who can love us through our pain & in spite of how we see ourselves. We just have to keep our eyes, hearts, & minds open to find them. I'm here anytime you need to talk ! Feel better!
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It sounds like you have found your needle in a hay stack! That's so great....hold on to him...thanks you have helped to restore a little of my faith....I always seem to push men away before they find out how much of a mess I feel that I am....fearing that they won't understand....my ex husband didn't understand....instead of being supportive he became part of the problem.....never took the time to even read up on depression and came from a family where mental illness was said to be the devil....yeah...good times.....now that his daughter has depression he still hasn't picked up a book or an article on the subject.....perhaps that's why I push men away