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Originally Posted by changethecycle
It sounds like you have found your needle in a hay stack! That's so great....hold on to him...thanks you have helped to restore a little of my faith....I always seem to push men away before they find out how much of a mess I feel that I am....fearing that they won't understand....my ex husband didn't understand....instead of being supportive he became part of the problem.....never took the time to even read up on depression and came from a family where mental illness was said to be the devil....yeah...good times.....now that his daughter has depression he still hasn't picked up a book or an article on the subject.....perhaps that's why I push men away
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I certainly understand that! I've thrown Many "frogs" back into the pond trying to find my "prince" & because of my mood swings, I Still can't keep my mind made up that he's "the one". If I could just find a way to remain stable, I think we'd be ok but I can't count on that so I have to remind myself whenever I'm out of control how good he is to me (when I'm stable). I have a completely different mindset for each of my moods. It's messed up!