I'm in the place I can think, there seems to be more people sticking with it, than get out of it. I find it quite amusing when they say you can't get help, but the only help you seem to get, its trying this and that and that, and waiting for better days... Right now I'm not believing anymore in my help, so I think those stories are lies they tells you. You can compare yourself to other people...they had a story similar to yours, they had the same coping mechanisms as you did, they had the same symptoms, they were depressed as long as you, they had the same genetic background, they had your way of thinking and rationalize things? I guess not, so no thank you, don't lie to me. Good for them, but I'm not them.