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Since graduating college I've been feeling that chronic boredom. It's probably one of the worst things about BPD for me. I can't find anything that makes me happy so I'm stuck in this perpetual emptiness that leaves me staring at a wall. I'm trying all sorts of different outlets and hobbies to try and find something to occupy my time, but this thing is. I'M BAD AT EVERYTHING. I have no talent. I can't paint, I can't write, I can't create anything. I suck at video games, I can't concentrate long enough to read. Nothing makes me happy and it's driving me crazy. I just wish I could find something that's me...that I can do...that I'm good at. I can't define myself at all.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016  |