Hi, I'm sorry you're having a hard time.

It is kind of hard to follow so I'm going to see if I can summarize if this is what you mean (this is what I understand.)

That when at gatherings you were being called out for drinking and starting drama, but your friend said that never happened. And that taking drugs would help you speak for inanimate objects. Or that you were able to talk as someone else.

I guess my first question is if you already have a diagnosis or not. Next question is what type of drugs? I want to point out that drugs and alcohol can mess up your perception of things pretty badly, and this may not be psychosis, or if it is some drugs can induce psychosis. I would say maybe the first step is to go without drugs or alcohol for a while and see if the probelm continues. Or, if you already have a pdoc maybe make an appointment and see what they think.