Fuzz..
yes the isolation...loneliness.. I don't fit in...so classic of us yes?? yes....I agree with everyone about the DBT...the workbook is something I use daily... a group would be great.... I just found a new group in my area..joined..am terrified to go...first one was cancelled because of snow...yeah I went through all the emotions from that one...but new date is scheduled...hate the area--but will try so hard just to go...fell like I wont fit in...yikes...and now that I read this I laugh....classic BPD.... good luck hun...and keep getting out...daily...take care now