Michi
so sorry to hear you in pain and fighting....the different emotional feelings we experience, the quickly changing thoughts, the way we feel about ourselves, the constant thought that we will never fit, we don't belong here, how long will this last, will it be over soon.... I do know exactly how you feel...its good to know you are still here and fighting...thanks for checking in with us. please know we are here for you at any time...please pm me and I will chat with you. I read your blog and feel we experience a lot of the same things... should I say welcome to my world or may I come see yours??? know we all are there for ya!!! take care now
gentle hugs for you today, my friend...