I didn't get much sleep last night. I was trapped in my own thoughts once again. I left the flat in the afternoon, forgetting to take bus money with me. I had to go back. No time to find my purse that I'd misplaced yet again. I just took money straight out of my jar and raced to the bus station. Only just made it there in time. I found it irritating how other students kept asking to see my answers in maths class. Seriously, it wasn't that hard and they always try to copy off me. This is supposed to be a college. But it feels like I'm in a school. Came home... Planned on walking the dog. Ended up eating a packet of crisps instead. I don't know how that happened. I was just distracted. The washing up needs to be done... But right now I don't feel up to it. *Sigh* I wish I could free myself from this demon that's taken hold of me. But the daily battle continues...
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"Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World.
Medication:
Olanzapine 20mg
Fluoxetine 20mg
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