I think I'm getting addicted to masturbation. I tried to have breaks, it worked, but then I started again the same. I'm a virgin and I really don't feel compelled by anybody to start my sex life but... I have a strong urge to do it. My imagination gets very kinky at times.lol. I can control that "on the surface" , but nobody knows about this aspect of mine. At the same time I don't want to lose respect. I'm kind of confused in my own ideas. Any suggestions?