I am so sorry for all that you went through.

I think it was very unprofessional of your therapist to just break it off like that. You also need to understand, therapists are like ppl in any other field - some are amazing, some are just okay.

Maybe you should try online counselling. The therapist is anonymous (sort of), you can be more free in opening up....tomorrow if it doesn't work out for any reason, you can always take the email transcripts to a new therapist and carry on from there, instead of starting all over again.

I'd also add that sometimes wounded ppl understand pain better than what any training can train therapists. A Therapist once wrote that abused people may be hurt a lot, but silver lining of the abuse is the gift of empathy. We feel for others when others feel nothing. Only ppl who have been abused can really understand the language of pain. 6 or so months in PC forums have been more healing than 2 yrs of therapy.

But, you cannot rule out the importance of therapists. A sick mind cannot cure another sick mind....we can just understand the pains.

I hope you do find another good therapist and move on in life.
You should also start writing again....this time, start a blog which only you or selected few can read. Writing is healing.

Make the rest of your life the best of your life. good luck.