That must really hurt you now. But the truth is and maybe you don't want to hear it but...he most likely wasn't the one. I'm 52 and when my 2 girls were young I remember both of them saying no he's the one! You'll see life just happens. Now when emotions simmer down,.you will.start to notice other people are out there!
I specifically remember saying to my girls about them meeting someone compatible when their young is almost like hitting powerball. I would be horrible to know you spent your whole life....missing the right one because you spent too much time chasing the wrong one. Everyday it will.get better. Go on with life...it will lead you I'm sure. Good luck. My 2nd.post hope u get it. I need help too!!