Thanks Punky!

No I definitely don't think I'm anywhere close to hospital material right now (though I didn't think that at the time either), but I really don't think that's a concern.
Um...I've also got this little lump just under my collar bone...do you think my GP would cut it out? I'm kinda worried it's a tracker so they know where I am at all times to take photos of me as evidence. The only time I was unaware was when they knocked me out for ECT, and the first time I felt like I was asleep for ages, though they said it was only 5 mins, so they could've put it in then without me knowing. How long do tiny trackers emit signals for?? Surely the battery must die eventually......unless it's motion activated?! My Grampy has a motion activated watch, so maybe it's like that...I don't even know if I can still trust my GP. I'm worried that the hospital diagnosed me with a personality disorder in secret to discredit me...if so, he'll never believe me over other Drs and he may think I'm faking this tracker thing for attention. I can pick the lump up under the skin so it's not attached to the underlying tissue and I'm
definitely not imagining it! But I'm too scared to cut it out myself, and my parents might think I need the hospital again as they'll think it's SH... :/
*Willow*