Today was bad. I had a phone interview with my old employer last week but have not heard anything. I made an appt with a therapist through my employer eap program but I don't know if I will last long enough at this place to get to it. I applied a few other places. I'm so fragile right now I don't know if another job would be a good solution. It gets worse every day at this job. I just don't understand it. It is not clicking for me. I have considered ssdi but I don't think I would get anything. Not enough documentation and I have a job now. What do I do about bills, rent and seeing a doctor?