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Originally Posted by KathyM
(((Lightinthesky)))
There is nothing you can do to make up for the past, and there is nothing you can do to make up for your behavior. The only reason you don't see a bright future is because you are holding onto the past, trying to analyze every moment and blaming yourself. It is unfair to do this to yourself because it keeps you in that rut, unable to move forward.
Your ex has clearly moved on, and so should you. This also means the two of you can never be "friends," or even on friendly terms. Because of the love you feel for him, it would only cause you to relive the pain. You said yourself "this love is killing me." Don't allow it to kill you.
Take this time to focus on yourself and what you want and need in life. Take this time to appreciate the life you have, to discover your own passion and what it is you truly cherish in life. Take this time to learn what you truly prefer in a partner and/or companion in life as you move forward. You can find love again. 
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Thank you
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