I am so sorry to hear this, it is normal to miss a loved one, and with the war thing it must be extrememly scary for you and your family, try to comfort yourself, though I am sure that is near impossible due to the nature of this, but try to keep in your mind that he too, is thinking of you, and of course missing you, try to keep thinking that you can't wait to be re-united, try to think about what a celebration it can be, think things like he is with me in my soul, I amnot lonely with him there.
This might sound weird, but I often think that when a person is deeply thinking of another they too are thinking of you.
I keep that mindset and it helps me to get by thinking my dad is always with me, even if it isn in a physical presence.
Wishes of love and luck to you,
take care now,
DE
(((((((((((((((( loser_child )))))))))))
PS I do not believe in your "name" here, you are NOT a loser
In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON