I really need to see a therapist or psychologist but haven't been able to afford one. I feel like when I talk to someone I can't get my point across and constantly get misunderstood. I think I'm loosing it. Its driving me nuts. I have been thinking of different ways to end it but haven't done anything. I just want to grab my all my pills and swallow all of them, or swerve into oncoming traffic while driving. I know I shouldn't do that because I'll break my boyfriend's heart and others hearts. I'm tired of everything going to crap and feeling the way I do. I need help. I cry almost every day for a while now. I'm so so tired.