I tried to reach out to someone on my facebook, sent a few messages back and forth and then she tried to get me to buy things from me because she is broke. I told her, well, I am too, and then she stopped talking to me. And that's the extent of my non-related human contact this week. Sigh.

I don't have friends, just associates who only check on me to see if I am feeling well enough to pay for them something. Then I feel worse, because that's all I am to people.

Then I feel pissed off because one of my facebook 'friends' posted about how wonderful all of her friends were, they send her cards in the mail 'just because', take her out to dinner, offer her help......what makes some people so appealing to others?

Sorry for mini-venting on your thread, but, I feel ya.