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Rage, self injury, and substances are what I have trouble with. When I am irritable I have trouble controlling my rage, in that I will say rude things, yell, and sometimes become violent. I've never had addiction problems but when I am manic I drink a lot and also take klonopin like candy if I have it available.
I have absolutely no money to shop or get tattoos or piercings so even though I have the urge, the $50 in my bank account stops me.
I do tend to cut and dye my hair when I am manic. Like I'll just decide to chop it off myself and then get a box of dye.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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