Feb 18, 2014 at 08:03 AM
Yep, definitely have fears of rejection/abandontment.
I'm convinced that I'm going to frustrate my T so much that he won't want/feel able to work with me and that he'll be done.
I can't seem to get rid of that, even though I know it's just my own issue. Although I know that he DOES get frustrated as I'm pretty sure I'm out of his realm of experience - he's used to working with DBT and people who don't have much awareness... I have a high degree of awareness and behaviour control, and DBT doesn't seem to do much of anything except frustrate me.
__________________
"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
|