Tomorrow will be session number 3 with this new t, still missing my old t, I think I am handling it pretty well, thanks to all my friends here at pc for putting up with my posts. I been having nightmares of me being extremely mad at her and walking away from the therapy room.

I been also having dreams of me walking into her office and she giving me referals to another t, telling me she cannot deal with me anymore, and I tear up the papers and throw them at her face. In the dream when she picks me up from the office, I feel so heavy I cant move fast enough because it feels like my coat has bricks in it and my shoes are made of cement, and she gets mad, because I cant make it fast enough to her office.

I am mad a myself because its way early to have dreams about a new t (lol) usually I have dreams of t late in the relationship.
Anyway I need my usual pocket riders for tomorrow please