thankyou jax, for caringand taking thetime to write to me.

i've been very betrayed froma little girl by my own mother, and later my father. and apsychologist(man)if you could call him that. i don't trust anyone much, get very clingy and innsecure. feel like people are abandoningme left right and centre. my husband isn't very affectionate andi really need that. i seriously am beginning to wonder if my marriage will work at all. i've told him what i need, he just can't or won't give it to me, he finds it hard i know we've been together for 19 years. i've had enough now, i want to behappy and loved and cuddled and wanted. i'm goingto shut up now before islide again lol. take care

jinnyann(kerry)xxxx