chal,
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hey hey what's all this?
this is what you are here for to be helped, and we're here to help you!!
don't feel bad and ofcourse no-one wants you to leave - quite the opposite. please talk whenever you feel like it and pm me anytime, i'm in uk- time difference so don't think i don't care if don't reply quickly.
big hug at ya and keep safe
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