Is anyone else ever gonna reply?I really need some support now more than ever.I had to go to court against my dad yesterday.It was to see if my dad was goin to be in jail for awile or if he was gettin away with it.Well,my dad is in jail for 3 years,but,which means he'll get out when im 17,which means if he can he will do anything in his power to get custody of me again.Im having more and more flshback everyday.I was doing really good at my foster home.My grades were goin up a little,i was eating and i was talking,Now,since yesterday and seeing my dad again,I feel scared and depressed and lonely,and I dont know why.I should be happy that my dad is in jail,and a part of me is,but,another part of me is thinkin maybe I did somethin to deserve all the abuse I got from him.Maybe if I had been the perfect daughter like he wanted,he wouldnt have hit me,cussed at me,molested me,and im really mad at myself for thinking that its my fault cause I know its not my falt but,I cant help thinking that maybe I was bad for him to do this.Im cutting,burning and crying all the time again.And my F-sister Kiesha who has become practically my best friend since ive moved here says she overheard my F-parents talking and they said that my doctor is thinking about hospitalizing me cause all my progress has gone out the window since I went to court.I cant believe seeing my dad did all this to me but,it did.im really scared and I dont want to go back to the hospital.I WONT GO BACK.