I got married at a young age, met him before graduating high school. He was in the army and was deployed for a year three months after we met. We were engaged before he left and when he came back, we got married at the court house the day after he returned. Three months later we found ourselves pregnant and back then I was happy...in a sense. I guess I have wanted to end it since it started, but I find myself getting deeper and deeper. I separated him 6 months ago and when he got out of the military in Nov he took our daughter to NY with him and left me in CO.
I missed my daughter so much that I had to be with her so I decided to get back together with him, but it's the same relationship. Nothing has changed and now I find myself stuck 1800 miles away from home. No Job. No money. Fully dependent on the man I want to leave once again.
I'm stuck. I don't know what to do. I don't have any friends or family here. Just him and my daughter and his family.....
|