When I'm having my worst days due to depression I feel like my partner should run for the hills as it's not fair to him to have to be around 'this', and I see myself as a completely undesirable mess. He's incredible, does his best to support me, I just fear 1. I'll Never get better 2. He'll eventually tire & leave me. We are getting married next January, and I'm even having a hard time with the planning etc due to mood/motivation/decision making difficulty... This "should" be the happiest time, but I feel like I'm ruining it or rather that the illness is. Can anyone relate?
(Wasn't sure if I should post this here or in relationship forum...)