My depression has been pretty bad lately. Also had some nightmares and been having demon visuals. Only in my bedroom in the middle of the night. Only when I have these nightmares. I'm under a lot of stress lately. I've got big life changes coming up. Both daughters graduate in May and will move off to college after summer. I feel very happy for them but also I feel very lost. I will be alone. I want to be alone. I look forward to it. But do I trust myself alone? I'm not sure. Being completely alone might just send me completely under! I feel like I'm having a mid life crisis! This sux!