Trying to find a therapist with my medicare insurance is not easy in my area. All of the therapists I have found who I could work with have masters in psychology. Medicare does not cover that. None of the ones so far that they do cover are people who i would feel good working with. Wont go into reasons here.

Because of the grieving and fear of when the next person will die ( logical fear considering age of the next person) the circumstances are quite intense. Especially considering I am so alone. So it seems I am sinking further each day. Each day I wake and find I have lost more ground in the hope dept.