Having a rough couple of days. I just want to stop my thoughts and at the same time it seems that I want to understand the whole or world at once. Well my day gives me a lot to think about, an embarassing, real stressful one. I tend to speak to much when I am stressed. I'm just to tired. Not bad thoughts indeed, rational ones. Just getting rationally to the conclusion that a person that has so much imagination and pretended and pretend as much as I do, and that antecipates other people reactions as I do must have some skills in get herself in other people shoes.Even this makes my life somehow crappy. my 'little' one still has some arguments to refute this. just going through some people intections, needs personality and so one. I got to many things this days. I wish I knew how to stop my mind. and get real too.