When I'm depressed I have a huge problem with attachment. I generally don't bother to hang out with people but when I force myself I very rarely have fun even if I put on a brave face and no one notices anything is wrong. Usually I'm alright during but then afterwards I'll head back and think to myself "well. That wasn't worth it." It's really difficult because I really like hanging out with my friends but when I'm depressed I feel like it isn't worth the effort. I find myself cancelling on people all the time.