Just a random random thought. Today I feel more a less like will from hannibal, the tv series. I am right know admiring my parents because of everything they had to face and what they are now. I can't hate them or still dislike them. I just saw how both of them need me. And I felt sad imagine what my father felt when he lost is brother. I never saw him cry until some weeks ago when he was telling me how he was. It was kinda weird. Just because I said him that his brother was unique. I wish none of them finds out that I have been sharing them.