I am so sorry you feel this way.

Those of us who can, do try to be of use when we can.

I would like you to consider the fact that you are on a depression forum. So....mostly it's populated with people that are not in the best of positions to help you. We are all muddling through the best we can.

For the most part, (and I only speak for myself) I have okay periods and bad periods. I'm not much good when I'm bad, but I'm more than happy to talk to you or offer support when I'm okay.