Thanks for all the support, guys. I woke this morning after terriable sleep, wondering if i have done the right thing. Knowing just how much it hurts-knowing this time i was the one deciding to walk away.

It must be the right decision. The right decisions always hurt the most.

The thing is, I always said i would be there for them. Love them unconditionally and I feel as if i have let them down. Lied about the worst thing you could. Things are swirling around in my head, that what if they really need me and i have just turned away, like so many others have from them.

Although, on the other hand, i finally recognize it is not up to me to save them. However, the reality that they could be hurting -breaks my heart further. I had to, though. I had to let go. I could not go on this rollercoaster ride one more time.

Still, what if? I hate these thoughts. Everyone, please tell me i did do the right thing.

Thanks,