Ok...my depression is really bad right now.

I am having the worst irritability with my kids. To be honest, just the idea of dealing with people increases my irritability.

I just don't know how to deal with the frustration. The big thing is when they are not listening. I've had to tell my boys their consequences of the not listening is going to bed earlier - every time I have to repeat myself they will go to bed 15 minutes earlier.

Ok...hopefully that will help some of it.

But I don't know what to do with MY frustration or irritability. I don't know why it irritates me so much. Is that a part of the depression.

Some days I wish I wasn't a mom...