I am on medication...in the midst of starting a new med - got off of pristiq and am now starting on Cymbalta. Also on zoloft. And ativan for anxiety, and terazosin to help with PTSD nightmares.

I am in therapy. Once a week. A week goes by SO slow. Crazy slow.

Separated from husband (going to divorce). the boys go to his house every two weeks -- it's two weeks with me two weeks with him.

I was thinking about that because I saw my therapist's diagnostic code - Major Depressive Disorder, Single Episode, Moderate. Interestingly. I have been depressed for a LONG LONG time. I don't think I have had more than about a month free of it in the past several years. Maybe a week here and there. I definitely have chronic depression....though it feels worse than moderate...defintiely doesn't feel like low grade depression. Though I have not been in the hospital since August. So that's good.