Before I was diagnosed (no psych meds) I had the shopping too, no drinking or stranger sex but my sex drive hit the roof. I began dating a guy I had been good friends with. He was ten yrs younger than me. I had sex with him so often I wore him out. LOL.

1. I dressed very sexy all the time.
2. Wore make-up, accessories and heels 24/7.
3. I spent $300 to get my hair done.
4. I went clubbing every weekend for almost 8 weeks.
5. I also did not sleep much during that almost 8 weeks not a full 8 hrs.
6. I was almost raped bc I went to a house party hosted by someone I met on Twitter. I trusted the person bc they attended the college I graduated from.
7. I checked my mail but did not open it and ended up having 3 months worth of mail.

While on other psych meds but not lith
8. I was involved in a physical altercation with my teenage daughter. I hit first. My rage is lethal when I'm manic. I stay off FB (now) bc I cussed one of my sisters out. I also started that.
9. I've ran ppl off the road, got out my car with a baseball bat and walked up to someone's car.
I've cussed ppl out in the grocery store (I was experiencing psychosis and thought they were talking about me).

While medicated
10. My aunt pissed me off so I egged her house and car. Then rang her door bell so she would know it was me.
11. My daughter's school pissed me off so I drove up on the grass, parked my car and cussed everyone out in the office.

These things are REALLY all true. I'm in NO WAY proud of them. They actually scare me.


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