(((((Gloria)))))
It took a tremendous amount of strength and courage to share your story with us. I agree with what has been already said by others. I totally agree that you have so much to offer the world and you do not need the crap that your husband gives to you. You are worth so much more then to deal with the pain and loneliness that your marriage brings you.
Bottom line is you deserve to be happy and if you believe leaving your husband would bring you that happiness then do it. From what I have read in past posts you have tried very very hard to save your marriage. A lot harder then most people would ever try. Please do not let past mistakes interfere with what you want for the future of you and your children. We are all human and do things that we are not proud of. The good thing is we can change the way our future will turn out.

Stay strong,
Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>