Happy birthday and for better ones to come.

Yes, Main T has done many many things over the years that break my heart in a good way, but it does underscore what I grew up lacking. That hurts.

Even with CBT T in the car w/me, helping me with my driving phobia, I think of how I had 2 sets of parents (bio and step) yet not one person helped me learn how to drive growing up or helped me get driving lessons. I feel a lot of affection and gratitude for my T's and I worry they don't know how much it all means to me.