I have to try super hard to make my face behave. Most of the time it is flat and emotionless, I wasnt like that before meds and therapy. It was easy to put up a mask and no one would be none the wiser to how I was really feeling. Now I constantly get told to "cheer up" and get asked "who died" because my facial expression is just flat. I try really hard to put on a pleasant face but it only takes one slip up for them to know its not genuine. The flat expression is just my natural face now, but it is not socially acceptable.