I feel like somehow I can really relate to you but I'm not sure where the common thread comes from....Because I am very opposite, regarding how I am with my T. I don't ask for anything really. I can't imagine asking him for another session right now. Not that it's wrong to do so, that's where I'm at right now and I'm working at it. But you've asked and she said no. It reminds me of when you wanted her to tell you she cared about you as a person and the struggle around that situation.

Your T said no. So that's it, in my mind. Now how do you feel about that? Not why but how? That's key.