So I think I may have BPD, I fit a lot of the criteria. I think I may also be avoidant/introvert BPD.

I absolutely hate being touched, I don't like hugs, or kissing, I don't even like shaking hands. If someone touches me I instantly become tense and just want to shove them away.

However I have been in sexual relationships (lots of risky sexual relationships) and have had lots of sex (wasn't that enjoyable to be honest) but it was mostly sex and I didn't like the affectionate parts of relationships like kissing and so on.

What is wrong with me? Is this bpd?