Ok, one last word from the more "conservative" caucus ;-)

Keeping in mind that nobody is ENTITLED to this position, and that it isn't about you...

If you really want this thing...deep in your heart...maybe you could act like you own it. By that I mean to present yourself in such a way that the "decision makers" could easily visualize YOU in the position. What do you need to change, if anything? You would know better than me; but keep in mind...you must conform to THEIR vision of a facilitator. You will not be successful if you try to redefine their vision at this time.

In any event, regardless of outcome, I wish you the very best!